What is a true friend? Who is a fake?

Okay,  so this blog post is pretty much going to be a rant.

I am one of those girls who will care for my worst enemy & keep their secrets.  That should tell you how I feel about my closest friends or people who pretend to be my friend.

There is just a point you should give up though right?  No,  not me.  People let me down,  time and time again,  but I come right back up giving them everything I have to give.

I live far from my friends and don't have a vehicle but that doesn't prevent me from picking up the telephone.  I try to contact them all the time to show I care but most of the time I am ignored.  Do most people really only care about themselves?  I don't understand why the hell it's so hard to be there for someone when they are always there for you.  Someone please explain this to me. 

Soon I will be completely on my feet and I will have a car,  but what will happen then?  Im sure people will take advantage of it.  Not going to happen.  When I'm at the best point in my life,  you don't need to be here,  because you sure as hell weren't there when I needed you in the worst times.

Honestly there are friends that have these selfish traits and some who don't,  but I'm not calling anyone out because I want you to think about it,  and if you are,  change for you,  before you come to me trying to make things different. 

But sometimes there are friends who confuse me, either they are being fake with me or don't know whether they should be socializing with me and keeps changing their mind.  Either make up your damn mind & be honest with me,  or move the fuck on. 

For example, people will text or facebook me,  "hey,  i love you & miss you,  we need to hang out" then won't say shit to me for a month even after I text back or reply or even comment their status.  WTF?  Please clarify what the fuck your thinking,  because I really don't understand.  Or "Hey,  lets make plans,  i miss you",  even if we make plans there will ALWAYS be a reason for us not to.  Although I do appreciate those friends who follow through with something they say instead of standing me up,  or those who have a reasonable explanation of why they have to cancel. 

In summary,  stop wasting you damn time acting like your my friend and actually be a friend,  or move the fuck on because I have a life,  and a family to worry about,  and I don't have time for games.